When I Was Young...

Currently I'm 31. But honestly I don't feel young. Thanx to my own nature of thinking, I feel wayyyyy older than I should. Hahaha.... Just read my entries... I didn't use short forms or emoji. Hahaha... Well, that's me.

When I was young..... I really don't care much. Well I did care for my family but back then didn't think and care as much as now.  At the time I'm not married yet. So I'm just caring for my father and my siblings only. I'm also a fiery and opinionated person. I care less about how and what others think.

But as I aged... I learnt to accept, and forgive. I also learnt that being mature doesn't mean that I'm weak. And silence doesn't mean I'm stupid.

All these I've learnt thru my experience. To never underestimate others. To learn about respecting others before earning the respect. And to embrace failure not as a defeat yet as a learning process...

Its OK to make mistakes. Just make sure not to repeat them. Learn and live. It is a journey not to be regretted.

Workplace Reality Check.

The world had changed. No more communication... Being kind is somehow a sin. Good Samaritans being mugged and killed. Being nice, rule abiding staff is not accepted. Retaliation, bad attitudes are celebrated. What becomes of this world?
All these things happen in my workplace. Aren't we trusting God anymore? A question remained unanswered. We are too consumed of worldly needs that we forget to forgive. That we forget to see a bigger picture lies ahead. The future of our generation. The future of humankind.
Honestly I'm doing what I did now not bcoz of the money or whatever. This is how I can contribute something to the nation I love. In all its imperfections... This is where I born, where I've been raised and the motherland that i've known so well.
I love being kind. I dont see any wrong for me being nice and helpful. If people do take advantage, then i just submit myself to ALLAH. He knows.

Being Me

Assalamualaikum.... :]

Recently, work had consumed me. Huhuhu... So I've been inactive for quite some time with my biz (part time) and of course my blog. Hehehehe.....
Today, waiting for sahur time i decided to share how I feel about..... Being Me...
Yeah, nowadays in general we always sees the grass is always...always greener on the other side. I still perceived the same. Wow, she have a great hubby. Wow, her children is better. She's this, she's that. The grass always seems so green and healthy on the other side. @_@ However my short 3+ years of life taught me differently. Ho yeah I've been thru the stage of trying to be that perfect person in my twenties and failed....horribly. > sad< So now I want to be just me...of course at the same time being a good law abiding citizens, keeping good care of my religious beliefs and always trying to be a better person. Plus a healthy one hahaha.
I know how I am. A simpleton. Been criticized for that...often. Because I set my priority differently. First of all I ensure me and my family have enough to eat and enough money to be able to keep healthy. It' very important for me. And secondly I need to provide sufficiently for my kids. Together with my hubby of course. And the future. I always think ahead. Thus annoying my hubby. Hahaaha...
So am I guilty for being a simpleton? For some people I do. For not wearing makeup. For not spending on branded items. For not driving expensive cars (I love national car..helplessly.. What can I do?) For being kind and friendly to everyone. I don't think so. I am who I am... I am what I am. A human being, created with thousands of imperfections yet I refused to be defined by others. He he he
I simply refused to be defined by materials. Let people judge me based on who I am not what I have. I love being simple. It's just the way I am. Do what u want and what u like and respect my simplicity as I respect your choice of lifestyles.

So just live our life the fullest yaw!