Being Me

Assalamualaikum.... :]

Recently, work had consumed me. Huhuhu... So I've been inactive for quite some time with my biz (part time) and of course my blog. Hehehehe.....
Today, waiting for sahur time i decided to share how I feel about..... Being Me...
Yeah, nowadays in general we always sees the grass is always...always greener on the other side. I still perceived the same. Wow, she have a great hubby. Wow, her children is better. She's this, she's that. The grass always seems so green and healthy on the other side. @_@ However my short 3+ years of life taught me differently. Ho yeah I've been thru the stage of trying to be that perfect person in my twenties and failed....horribly. > sad< So now I want to be just me...of course at the same time being a good law abiding citizens, keeping good care of my religious beliefs and always trying to be a better person. Plus a healthy one hahaha.
I know how I am. A simpleton. Been criticized for that...often. Because I set my priority differently. First of all I ensure me and my family have enough to eat and enough money to be able to keep healthy. It' very important for me. And secondly I need to provide sufficiently for my kids. Together with my hubby of course. And the future. I always think ahead. Thus annoying my hubby. Hahaaha...
So am I guilty for being a simpleton? For some people I do. For not wearing makeup. For not spending on branded items. For not driving expensive cars (I love national car..helplessly.. What can I do?) For being kind and friendly to everyone. I don't think so. I am who I am... I am what I am. A human being, created with thousands of imperfections yet I refused to be defined by others. He he he
I simply refused to be defined by materials. Let people judge me based on who I am not what I have. I love being simple. It's just the way I am. Do what u want and what u like and respect my simplicity as I respect your choice of lifestyles.

So just live our life the fullest yaw!