I'm afraid. I'm truly afraid. Because I don't want to become the person who betray my family. I don't want to become the bad mommy. I don't want to become the disrespectful wife. And I don't want to disgrace my family.
I need to change. Change my attitude. Change my ways. And pray hard to get away from my current workplace. It suffocates me. And it hurts seeing the drama around me.
What's wrong being sincere? What's wrong being kind? What's wrong being loyal to our family? I don't want to be like them. And if it can't be changed, then the best way is to move away.
I love my family. I love my life. And I'm not gonna screw it for anyone else. #pleasebestrongmyself.
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