The anger, disappointment and unfair.

Can't sleep tonight. For I'm feeling unfair and disappointed. Which led to anger. Which I dislike. Not to mention feeling betrayed and at the meantime also feeling guilty. I've my weaknesses and I really much disliked being taken advantage on. I do wonder why some people so hell bent just to show off how good they are but at the meantime pretending that they couldn't care less. And I'm sick and tired of people busy investigating my whereabouts when actually there are people who actually absent from work more frequent than I am. What are they trying to prove? I feel betrayed when one of my trusted colleagues doing so. When the person provokes the sense of disbelieve among my subordinates. For what purpose? If you are the star, so be it. If you crave for attention, I couldn't care less. If you want to be boss favourite's just take it all. I'm not interested in all that. Just take it all. So I guess I'm starting to burn bridges now. And washing my hands off. And I'm not going to be the way I was again. And for the people I've intended, I hope all of you are happy, as happy as you can be. Please, unlike some of you, I do know that I can survive almost everywhere. So it doesn't matter. Thus please, don't think I'm like you bcoz I'm not.